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Sunday, 22 November 2009

  • girlfriends!

    I had a couple of good and bad things that happened in my life for the past few days or weeks. I don't wish to touch on the bad things, so I shall just share the good things. & I don't want to be elaborating much on the good things as well because I'm lazy. haha. That would probably lead to bad things huh? :)

    So I went seesha-ing with Mai and Uyul weeks ago. Poor Uyul been wanting to meet up with the cliques. Unfortunately, many couldn't make it. Being me, the very nice friend, I don't want to break her heart, so I went out with the two lovely girls. & I had fun because I did a bit of retail therapy. sikit jer, tak bnyk. hehe.







    Good things number 2, happened yesterday. Another successful girlfriends meet up. It was in conjunction to the November babies birthday celebration. We had lunch at Pizza Hut. That's when the mini surprise for the girls came it. So happy to see them girls smiling. Makes me so happy! haha.





     

    Then we headed to Yishun Safra with hope to play bowling. But unfortunately, the whole place was booked by some organization. The cause of bad planning, my fault. :P But anyways, we came up with better idea. Karaoke! I swear i really enjoyed myself. I love these people lah!






     






    That's my weekends. Tomorrow is Monday. Back to the hustle and bustle of life. My bad days will start again in two weeks time. I'm not looking forward to that. But until then, I shall be happy now. & start revising. hehe. That's all for now. Till then, miss me.

    With love, Syahidah.



Tuesday, 17 November 2009

  • BECAUSE...


    I haven't had enough of interrupting you everytime u sing.
    I haven't had enough of the little fights we had due to some trivial matters.
    I haven't had enough of entertaining you with my bimbotic acts, like asking for black daniels.
    I haven't had enough of following you unwillingly to play arcade while waiting for the movie to start.
    I haven't had enough of cutting your nails, squeezing out your black spot or scratching your back.

    Bottomline is, I haven't had enough of you.

    with love, syahidah.



Friday, 13 November 2009

  • 3 words; 8 letters.

    I am sorry.
    I don't know how many times I ought to be saying those words, how many times I actually said those words and how many times I refuse to say those words. For most human, saying it sounds easy but say and mean it at the same time can be the hardest things to do. But for some like me, the only thing that stops me from saying it was my self-pride. Guess I have too much of that it destroys. I didn't know it hurts.
    How senseless and ignorant I get at times. And they say ignorance is bliss? Not quite true.

    I'm sorry for the times I constantly get cranky for no apparent reason.
    I'm sorry for the times I reprimanded you for the slightest things that goes wrong.
    I'm sorry for the times I became so impatient, wanting things to be done right there and then.
    I'm sorry for the times I throw tantrums at you because I had a bad day at work.
    I'm sorry for the times I didn't listen to your likes and dislikes just about everything in general.
    I'm sorry for the times I react so immaturely towards things and situation.
    I'm sorry for the times I became so selfish, wanting things to go my way and only my way.
    I'm sorry for the time I threw the things because I couldn't get what I want.
    I'm sorry for the times I always pick revenge, doing the things that you did just to make you realize, but more often than not, it made you angry.
    I'm sorry for the times I hung up on you.
    I'm sorry for the times I showed my unhappiness at the wrong situations.
    I'm sorry for the times I always wants you to understand ME, to know how I feel, to give ME what I want & not doing the same to you in return.
    I'm sorry for the times I always refuse to accept my mistakes and throw the blame back at you.
    I'm sorry for the times I always wants to have my life and keeping yours to mine.
    I'm sorry for the times I nag at you after a long tiring day at work.
    I'm sorry for the times I never try to understand you.
    I'm sorry for the times I said I would stop doing it, but continues doing it.

    I am sorry for all these times that eventually made you sick and tired.
    I used to think I always have things in my control. Now I don't have it anymore. The only things that is left for me to say is I really am truly sorry for everything. And I pray and hope you would not throw the towel so you could help me through our hard times.

    & with that, the 3 words and 8 letters that I've been meaning to say is..
    I am sorry
    &
    I love you.


    with love, syahidah.

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

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